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July 10

Beautiful Girl

"Beautiful girl" sung by Sean Kingston
 
Your way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

See it started at the park
Used to chill after dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

See it's very divine,
you're one of a kind
But you wash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

Beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

See it's very divine,
you're one of a kind
But you wash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

Your way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over
Now we're all fussin'
And now we're all fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slightly
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidAL
April 20

Murder

i hate lucky dogs...
April 09

Let it all go waste

found my artwork from ages ago..sigh.. have I lost myself? going in the opposite direction to what I wanted to go..
 
March 15

Song

It is interesting how if you search for:
 
the meaning of red between chinese and english
 
in the chinese baidu search engine. my blog will be the first link. :)
March 13

COMPSCI 225 Assignment 1

HOW TO DEFINE OR RATE SOMEONE"S talent in a particular area?
 
OFten, people judge people's talent in a particular area based HOW FAST they can get hold of it, or based on your born advantage such as height or weight. But are they really accurate? I don't know
 
If looking from general point of view, i can confidently say I don't have music talents, because I have played guitar for almost 2 years, and i still suck like crap. Not to mention that my singing & hearing suck like crap as well. By general standards, i have no talents in music at all!! So just give up!
 
however, from physical point of view, this is actually an interesting logical trick!! Can you see it ? let me show it to you by a simple example
 
if I don't have a womb, that only proves I am not a women, but doesn't prove I am not a human.
If I like buring a toshiba CD, doesn't mean I like burning all CDS. I can still possibly hate burning RITEK CD.
So If we take this theory to my case, even if i am def and have short fingers doesn't mean I don't have music talents. Because music is not only about hearing nor fast fingers, but it also requires creativity and heaps of other stuff.
 
In conclusion, I have proved by contradiction, I don't suck. 
 
March 09

a different perspective

I think it is really important to look things or problems from different perspective, there is no absolute right or wrong, people make choices based on what he/she think its best for him/her after considering all the positives and negatives. If we look from this perspective, then this world cannot be modelled by science at all. Because in science, every question must have one and only one answer. Doesn't matter you are female or male, one plus one always equal one.
 
I remember a story i read from a buddha book when I was young:
one day, buddha was walking in the desert somewhere in the desert. I forgot why was he there, but he saw a man lying in the desert, dying...
And up in the sky, there is a huge eagle circling on top of them, waiting. when the buddha sees this, he thinks "shit!, this man will be eaten by the eagle! fuck!". So, to save this eagle, he took out a knife and cut off his bicep and triceps (yeah.i mean his arm) to feed the eagle. Because of this, eagle was hungry no more, and hence have saved the man..
 
If we look at this from christian perspectiv, what would a christian do if he sees this?
he will go help the guy, give him some food, and bring him home. This looks like a better solution, because the buddha lost his arm to save the man. but is this really a better solution? Maybe not, because eagle would have died from hunger. So its all depends on where you stands...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
I would Beat the shit/crap out of the eagle, until he is flat on the sand. to teach him a lesson: don't fly on top of people. That annoys the crap out of me. 
June 25

111 hits

just found out my blog has been visited 111 times already, this should really be celebrated.
 
So yay!, that's all. Thanks for all your supports
 
Leave a comment if you really hate my blog..
 
June 21

.....

我的情緒可以用金錢衡量嗎? 如果不可以的話我會好過一點
年少輕狂總是他媽的勇敢的犯錯然後再努力的後悔
這就是青春嗎?
如果是的話,那我會不怕死的繼續犯錯!
以後是上天堂或是下地獄我都沒差, 反正能進地獄也是一種努力的肯定, 管他是好還是壞
 so JUST   FUCK  it
June 20

ROCK

震動心臟的鼓聲,

麻痺大腦的貝斯,

與清亮的吉他聲

單純的結構強烈衝擊人群的聽覺與視覺,

這一場show不但改變我的一生也將改變他們的一生

這就是搖滾! This is Rock!

untitled document from 2009

if you are smart, you should be able to see i am writing my blog while traveling through time. my spaceship is quite fast its already 2009.
 
Yeah, there, can you see my future wife? um.. she looks kinda ugly...damn anyway ... its only the first wife.
 
I know people always we should be living like "there is no tomorrow", well i am different, i told myself i have to live like "there is no next hour", which makes me marginally better than those people who live like " there is no tomorrow" ..yay! but i suggest don't live like "there is no next hour", it feel kinda bad, if you know u going to die the next hour
 
Gambit 1/1/2010 ( yes by the time i finished this, its already 2010, and yay i had a new wife, good news?)
 
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